Every now and then the rug used to feel like it got pulled out from underneath me and you knwo wha , i was fine with that. But now i feel as though i have just chased the white rabbit straight into the whole and I'm spiraling into a huge pit of nothingness. I dont really want to be where im at, not at al actually. I see that I'm not going ot get anywhere with anything such as singing, acting, dancing, music, and so on. AND THAT HURTS! I dont knwo what to do with my life, but I'm tired of trying. See it has'nt been a figment of my imagination, te harder i tried to make somthing of my life the worse off i was. You know somthing else....I HATE PEOPLE. Thanks for the ear....talk back to me....Min