Where do i begin....I feel as though i shouldnt have to remember, verbatem, agruements, tiffs if you will, problems, or even simple discussions that people have with me but the truth of the matter is i do, and i have always had to. Why, you ask?? Because i have been the scape goat for everything that has gone wrong in peoples around me lives. The finger has always been pointed at me and i cant stand it ....Now what the hell do i do about it? I cant just walk away from it for you it's certain members of my family that have always done this to me....I could never defend myself cause they would come back with things such as ..."well why are you getting so defensiveif you didnt do it?".....IT'S BECAUSE I CANT TAKE IT ANY MORE IT'S BECAUSE EVERYTHING THATS NOT RIGHT OR ABSOLUTELY WRONG HAS ALWAYS BEEN BLAMMED ON ME.....I'M NOT THE BAD GUY BUT YOU HELPED ME TO BELIVE THAT I WAS......F**K YOU ALL....MY GOD I have so much painful shit inside...I hate this crap......So if you ever need to know what we talked about our what was said just push my nose to rewind and punch me in the gut to playback.....I love you all!.....Talk back to me....Melinda