Oh LORD!!!...today i have to go fil out an ap. @ STOP AND SHOP.....Humbling??? UMMM YEAH! I would scoop shit at ths point though to be completely honest...not only do i want maney but now i just want to get that feeling off of my back that i have aout my aunt all the time...really tired of feeling like i have to kiss people ass in order to be ok i ALWAYS feel like people are talking asbout me...especially in that freakin house...WHATEVER ...oh and another thing, i find that i have to reeeeally careful that i am not doing my fith on here....But what else am i supposed to do...ok anyway random thoughts now under check....THE JOB THING...say prayers that i get a FLUCKING job...quick...i dont understand it though...all i have done is fill out Aps. i even wnet ot a temp agency....i beter get a job...cant take being broke... and NOW i have GOALS that follow havinga job.....new car....maybe some clothes....definately ummm groceries perhaps...gas??? you know the deal the list never ends...i'm spent!...talk back to me...Melin